I resign.
I used to enjoy myself here, and now I don't, especially not as much as I did in the past. So I'm not going to continue to hold a title under the pretense that I have the ability or desire to contribute when I don't anymore. It was (mostly) fun while it lasted, and up until relatively recently I've genuinely and thoroughly enjoyed my time as a part of Half-Life 2 RP as a player, faction leader, and member of the administration. My one earnest regret is that this couldn't end more amicably, but besides that, I hope you all continue to enjoy yourselves as much as I once did.
See you guys around and take care.