I helped plan HLNA, I watched it grow, I watched it wane and eventually get shut down again, and I helped make new models for the server to make it stand out. The sudden slew of resignations hit me like a rock in the head, and while I was miffed about it, it bothered me more that talented writers and administrators left - administrators and writers that helped me do good in the fields I was in.
Anyways. I feel kind of like a beached fish