Eli
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- Jul 14, 2011
- 392
FooFighter to Supermod.
As the few people who actually stood with me in my attempts to contribute to this community know, I've been contemplating this for quite a while now. I've cared a great deal about HL2RP and still do in a way, and by no means was this an easy decision for me to make but here's the thing: I've finally burnt out. I've kept a smile on my face as I dealt with all the circlejerking and powerget, the metagaming coming from the highest echelons of power and the play-to-win attitude so heavily present on both sides of the fence. I've given my best, invested more time into HL2RP then most spend on their day jobs and that was on top of my real-life studies and efforts to earn money so I could actually go to college some day.
It wasn't enough. I couldn't break the glass ceiling imposed upon anyone who tries to change things for the better. To Operator and his friends - congratulations. You've won. I hope you will succeed to benefit the community with your ideals; with me gone and Zo on LOA there's nobody standing in your way anymore. Go ahead and return S1 to the old status quo, keep enforcing it with an iron fist. I've said enough and will rest my voice from now on. To everybody else, I am sorry, and good luck. You're gonna need it.
See you guys on SRP. Maybe TRP as well, now that it appears to be coming back. Cheers.
gang: bye ill miss you x
adv: You cant even leave without a paragraph. Cya :), and no hard feelings.
zo: No hard feelings, just a six hour signature.
walker: how funny of you to say so, advantage. ^^
As the few people who actually stood with me in my attempts to contribute to this community know, I've been contemplating this for quite a while now. I've cared a great deal about HL2RP and still do in a way, and by no means was this an easy decision for me to make but here's the thing: I've finally burnt out. I've kept a smile on my face as I dealt with all the circlejerking and powerget, the metagaming coming from the highest echelons of power and the play-to-win attitude so heavily present on both sides of the fence. I've given my best, invested more time into HL2RP then most spend on their day jobs and that was on top of my real-life studies and efforts to earn money so I could actually go to college some day.
It wasn't enough. I couldn't break the glass ceiling imposed upon anyone who tries to change things for the better. To Operator and his friends - congratulations. You've won. I hope you will succeed to benefit the community with your ideals; with me gone and Zo on LOA there's nobody standing in your way anymore. Go ahead and return S1 to the old status quo, keep enforcing it with an iron fist. I've said enough and will rest my voice from now on. To everybody else, I am sorry, and good luck. You're gonna need it.
See you guys on SRP. Maybe TRP as well, now that it appears to be coming back. Cheers.
gang: bye ill miss you x
adv: You cant even leave without a paragraph. Cya :), and no hard feelings.
zo: No hard feelings, just a six hour signature.
walker: how funny of you to say so, advantage. ^^
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